After ESL, please don’t ask

Often times, I get asked what I’m going to do after I’m done teaching English as a Second Language, which is a question I always fail to answer. Asking that to an ESL teacher is like asking most university students in their senior year of school where they will work after university; a question that will be ignored. Although, again and again this topic comes up in the form of your friends leaving the world of ESL for other opportunities (or some just going home to same old opportunities).

In a way, teaching ESL seems like it doesn’t advance your life as much as it is a super fun snooze-bar for a year. It seems (thanks to the amazing stalking abilities of Facebook) that people I know here in Korea seem to go home to the same job options as before they left without seeing much advancement in their career lives. I know there is a lot of personal enrichment from working abroad but it still doesn’t answer that ever antagonizing question of “what will you do next?”. Also, thoughts of going behind the IT desks again with ticketing systems, angry clients, and that special brand of IT corporate culture that any IT professional could recount for you sends chills up my spine (in a bad way).

I’m not one for practicality in my life’s career decisions. Hell, I studied Philosophy in university forever damning me to career jokes that have to do with which coffee shop I want to work at or if they taught me to make cappuccinos in class. The career utility of a Philosophy degree should be considered proof that when it comes to career decisions, I’m not practical. With this even being so, I am day by day inching closer to the close of another contract, which inevitably leads me to questions of what is after this. At this point, I’m inclined to say more ESL teaching, because I need to be honest with myself about two things: 1) I’m not done bouncing around the world and 2) all other options that I see seem abysmal.

Do not be to eager to deal out death

“Many that live deserve death. And some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgement. For even the very wise cannot see all ends.”
J. R. R. Tolkien

I recently just watched a very excellent movie called The Life of David Gale with Kevin Spacey. The movie revolves around a murder and questions about Capital Punishment. I do not want to ruin the movie but the movie inspired me to recall one of my favorite quotes from Tolkien (spoken through Gandalf the Grey) about taking a life as punishment for guilt. My mind recalled this quote by Tolkien when Kevin Spacey’s character said “…what do we really know about death? Just that nobody comes back.” Both quotes bring up the fact that causing death is an irredeemable act which no one can take back. Just thought it was some wonderful food for thought…

The Watchmen

Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
-Juvenile

I have been watching The Watchmen and I thought it was very well done. The movie kept pretty close to the comics story line although it did have some major deviations in details of the story the essential parts of the plot stayed intact. I am super excited about seeing the animated  version of the Dark Freighter when it is released! Spoilers and some hero story digression after the jump… Continue reading

Welcome back to the info super highway…

I have finally gotten an Internet connection in my apartment much to joy! So I am welcoming myself back to the information super highway. I thought earlier that I now once again feel like a well connected human being, but that same thought somewhat bothered me. Why is it that my connection back into the Internet allows me to feel somewhat normal. What is this sense of normalcy that I am experiencing or gaining from being connected again. It seems similar to the feeling I get when I come home after being away for a long time. Have I become that wired?

I wonder if this feeling will detract from my experience here in Korea. I do not know but it sure as hell will make it easier for me to gather information fast again and contact people back home. Also that means more work will get done on the blog :)

Lost in the woods…

I attempted to look up the phrase “lost in the woods…” because I have heard it used before (what comes to mind is Malcolm Reynolds from Firefly) to describe someone who is in over their head clueless on how to act or behave in whatever circumstance they find themselves. I am once again lost in the woods, clueless on how to act or behave in the circumstances that I find myself and feeling in over my head. As always how I found myself in this position was most likely self induced, which makes it that much more aggravating, but this time there is also an timing aspect that is beyond my power to control. I really enjoy Malcolm’s response to being accused of liking being lost in the woods;

Inara: [to Simon] You’re lost in the woods. We all are. Even the captain. The only difference is he likes it that way.
Mal: [walks in] No, the only difference is the woods are the only place I can see a clear path.

Even though I enjoy Malcolm’s stance I do not know how to implement it. I believe Continue reading